Ready for me?

Dear bloggers,

I am a girl,currently living in Asia. I just finished my secondary school(or high school). I am waiting to get into a local university. In the meantime, I would like to share my creations and thoughts with all of you. Hey, if you're going through the same thing as I am, then let me know ok? And do know that you're not alone. I'll be telling you about myself then. I realized the literacy thing is 'my thing' since I was 12. I looked at a sunset one day and felt it was very beautiful and nothing I say can describe even the tinniest details of it. Then I decided to write about it on a paper and boom! It just came to me. There are so many things in life left unanswered. I have so many question to ask but could not go to anyone. No one think like I do. I am a naive person. I believe in people and hope. But I am also a realistic person. I'm a day-dreamer. Sometimes I live in my own fantasy where the world is so much caring and loving. There's no crime to it right? (see? i am naive!) My idol is William Shakespeare. His words are so beyond anyone's comprehension. A poem to me is a place to talk about how I feel without anyone interrupting or judging me. I can talk all day but not say what's in my heart. Thus William's words do describe everything that he feels. It's like not saying straight-forward but if seen carefully, you'll know what it means. I am still improving 'my dictionary' though. So sorry if I'm not good enough. If you read my past creations, you can see how childish I was. I can see it through. The best of all,I could see through anyone if I spent 5 minutes on looking at them. But if given a day, I could interprete what's on the person's mind. It is also unlucky for me though when seeing a movie and just at the beginning, I could tell right away what's the ending. Only good scriptwriters may surprise me and prove I'm wrong. I don't want to be like anyone else. I want me,my own identity. As a poet once said, "be yourself. Everyone else is taken". I want to be one of a kind. I want to be unique. Do you think I can? My self esteem can easily be crushed through one criticism. I am very sensitive,that's why I can detect any changes. But sometimes it doesn't really benefit me. Okay,now i am ready to for the world. But are you ready for me?