What's The Matter?

Hurm.. Public transport? What do I think of it? Well, most of my horrifying experience is when I'm on the public transport. Twice actually but if added up to the latest experience I had this evening three time. Urgh.. Why do I always experience 'things' from perv guys. Am I magnet to freaks?? Aaaa!!! What's the matter with them?!





What's the matter? That's the question my classmates kept on asking me on that particular day. Not only that but also one of the seniors asked me if I'm alright. Even in the evening I found out that most of my friends were asking about me. In the morning I was bugged by a perv. I was afraid. And so I kept quiet that morning. After I told some of them about it, I pretended to smile and I even tried my best to think that everything was okay. Then when everyone was distracted I ran out of the class pretending to have a stomach ache. I don't know why but I broke down and cry in the toilet. I didn't know any tears would flow out of my eyes. When I was done, I felt better. I didn't want to involve my friends because I would only burden them. I do not have the heart to do that to them. Hurm..





Last week ( I think), a friend of mine was sick when we had finished our workshop. I pitied her. She threw up and my friends and I helped her way through the time. It happened at the bus stop. I already noticed her silence since we depart from the faculty. I knew something was wrong with the hot weather and I remembered her saying that she was so full. After that she suddenly looked pale and sick and so we asked what's wrong? Then, Lady D and I went to the nearest bus station to get some cabs but none were available. Then we decided to call them and luckily we managed to get two. Then we assisted her to her room and we accompanied her until her roommate came back. During that time we put some towels on her head and prepared a Panadol besides her bed. We thought her roomates would only be back at night but luckily one of her roommates came back about half an hour later. Then we left her there. That night my sick friend,GG, texted us and said that she's okay for now. Earlier another friend, Puaka dropped by and give a porridge. Anyway, all of us were glad that she's okay now.. Hee.. Alhamdullillah.





Lately, I am also not feeling well. I don't know why or how but it has been twice since I been having a really crazy headache. I have never felt that before. It's been bugging me. When I read an article on the topic 'Stress', I found out that I am having some of the symptoms of stress that could be developed to serious mental illness. I am sometimes more moody and aren't calm when coping with problems encountered. Argh! What's the matter?





Wow. Drama, drama, drama! Why does this has to happened to me? What's the matter? Hurm.. I haven't really solved the problems I have right now, but one more problem came. Urgh! Why? Huhu.. I am so mad at this one person. What's the matter with that person?! At first I had reconsidered about the thought of our relationship. I wanted to give the person a chance but he screwed it up by making it public. What the....! Urgh.. Another person, so shy. What's the matter! Urgh.. We're just friends.. Haha.. I want to stay solo this semester. My siblings have warned me not to have scandals here and there. Haha. They've got eyes and ears everywhere. Hoho.. I still haven't move on from my last crush. Ah! How I wish I'd meet him for one last time. Haha.. My crush? Hehe.. I just like to look at him from far away coz I like to look at his face. Haha.. It's nothing serious. Wawawa.. What's the matter? Ngeh3...





So............... WHAT'S THE MATTER???