Friend MuCh..? Hurm...

Hey, before the sem ends, let me share with you on some very crucial tips on true friends...

1. They would laugh at you when you do something embarrassing.


2. They remember the worst things you experienced in your life.


3. They could see and read both your facial expressions and body language in an instance.


4. They would ask you weird questions and have the highest level of curiosity when it comes to you.


5. They would always pull a prank on you.


6. They eat from your dinner plate.


7. They drink from your straws.


8. They tend to be TOOOOOOOOOOOOOO overprotective.


9. They borrow your cutest t-shirt.


10. They always lend you money and say they'll charge addition fees.


11. They act as your bodyguard and ask you to pay them.


12. They notice the funniest things about you and make fun of it.


13. They critics your attire and behaviour face-to-face.


14. They never introduce you to cute or hot guys.


15. They always come superbly late or annoyingly early from the time agreed.


16. They get on your nerves almost ALL the time.


17. They challenge you to do things you have never imagined.


18. And lastly, your humiliation is their recognition.

They seem annoying, bullying and demanding but they're all you've got. Everything they do to you have a solid reason. They're a pest,the joker in your life but they are also the reason you're not alone and smiling.

Don't believe me? Well, look at a list of my so-called 'TRUE FRIENDS' and what they do to me:

1. Ryn: She's the most annoying among them all. She eats a lot and never miss a chance on making fun of me.


2. Niessa: Well, for this one, it's a special case. Err..it's the other way around. Hahaha.. I'm the one who would always bug and bully her(kinda?). Coz, she's just interesting to watch. Don't trust me? Ask Ryn! Haha. ;)
3. Dieyana: Her? Urgh! She annoys me, like what siblings do. Lately, I have become one of her victims. Yeah, she'd find a way to annoy me. That's what she do best. :)
4. Qila: Pergh! She's one of my favourites! She's a victim of course! Hehe.. She's always cool and relaxed. Sometimes she's not annoyed or even affected by what I do to her. HEhe..

See what I mean? Although sometimes I'm the victim or the prey, I am still their friend. We're not gonna and we can't ALWAYS be there for all of them but we'd help all we can. Those few people are only a part of my friends and they're not the only ones. They're just examples and this is me revealing their names to annoy them. Hey, that's what I do best!

Anyway, I'm amazed because I'm as what they call 'Setan Kecil!' and still today they are stay my victims. Hey, I won't admit some things but they (ESPECIALL NIESSA) knows what I really meant inside. Sometimes it made it easy for me but other times it's painful.

Haha.. Enough ,I think for now. Anyway, till we meet again! You know I annoy you, don't despise me. Yours truly,

T.A

TONY ROMA'S

Yesterday, my family and I decided to break fast at Tony Roma's, Pavillion, KL. It was on my sister. She and my other sister went first to reserve a place for us. They then called me to as me on what to eat. I said a Steak. It has been long time since I longed for the meal for break fast. When we arrived, we were earlierthan expected and so e went on window shopping. It was 6 something then we went to the place and sat at our table.



When I first saw the image of the steak I ordered, I was quite dissapointed because it lokked small and my stomach as rebelling like hell. Haha, I know! But then when it's nearly time the iters were busy attendig to tables and serving foods. When I saw my meal, I was a little bit dissapointed but when I started to eat, I cannot finish it, unlike what I always do. Seriously, it was MARVELLOUS!!! Sedap GILER!!! Hehe.. Everything was delicious. From the Appetizers to the Desserts!

The waiters and waitress? They were fantastic! Every now and then a waiter would come to our table and asked us whether we were satisfied with their services and foods? They were also excellent with timing. When we finished our meal, they would come at the right time and ask us to take the empty plates. Hehe. Then lastly, when we were cold after eating the desserts, our waiter (Yes! Each table had their specific waiter/waitress! Cool huh?) came and gave us a hot tissue to warm ourselves. Never in my life of any restaurants provide us such convenient services! In the end, the Chief of Waiter came with the bill requested. He asked us whether our waiter was doing his job accurately or if we wanted to complain. But there was nothing to be complained about. Sweet of them right? Haha.

It's official! My favourite restaurant is now TONY ROMA'S. Check it out and you'll be sure to agree with me!

Jewels in my eyes, diamonds in my heart.

I think you know what does the heading mean. I know, every week is filled with stress and everything but today I can feel the pressure. For quite a long time, the 'jewels' and the 'diamonds' re-appeared. I can't remember how long has it been since 'it' came out in public.

It's hard.. I mean, why do I have to go through this bond if it wasn't even going to last long? Because it REALLY hurts! I've been through this phase before. I don't know why I have let myself unguarded this time. I mean, the barrier was still there when we first met but after we've known each other it has collapsed slowly, as if it hadn't even exist. I've been wondering about it lately. That's why I seem so lost most of the time. I wondered why I am soo comfortable with you guys. I mean, I have lost my senses, my judgement and this has cause my abilities to slowly escape from me.

Know what? Since you, I have become more fragile. Firstly, my shield of protection has gone for no reason, then my barrier has collapsed and now my heart is visible to everyone. I feel so exposed now, like I am naked. Not physically but mentally. Like my soul is now free and available even for strangers to read it. That is not fair! I know nothing in this world is fair and that's life. But to see and experience the cruelty by myself is just so wrong on so many levels! It feels like giving you a sword and asking you to tear my heart open and demanding you to play with its contents.

Now I don't even feel like inviting any excitement nor happiness to myself instead I welcome with open arms for sorrowness and dissapointments. I am now anti with cheerful thingy. Urgh. Time pass so fast even before you knew it. And when it does, no heart can be mend anymore. Right now I'm listening to happy songs to restore back my old self but it doesn't seem to be working. I am not even in the mood. I feel like shouting as my lungs can hold and run as long as my leg can't walk. I hate this! I despise this! Why oh why? How much more heartbreaks do I have to take and how many time do I have to be frustated with hopes and get dissapointed by things and people that I rely on? It is not fair!

The jewels.. the diamonds.. It's coming out now. It really is. Oh how and why have I lost my senses and old perspective of things? When did it happened? How can I redeem it? Urgh! No use. Now I too have become a pessimist person. Not cool. Why the jewels and diamonds need to be produced in order for me to come back to me, the original me?! Owh jewels, owh diamonds. Stay where you've hidden, locked up inside my heart, deep down inside. Do not take a shovel and find your way out. Please! Just stay there, where you belong, where you are needed most. Not up here, not here, not now, not for anything. Heartache. It's in now. Can't you feel it? Like a drummer beating you out of life. It feel just like standing next to a loudspeakers in a Rock-Metal concert. It is stressful, bothering and useless! Please don't... Please don't. Find something else to do. Don't drive your way out of there. Keep it low and steady down there. There, good! Stay there until you are summoned. And when you are, let it all out. But not now, not here, not in front of them.

Dear jewels in my eyes and the diamonds in my heart. Just hold on. Don't expose yourself or we won't have any protection anymore. It's dangerous out there and it is crucial for you to keep holding on. Oh my dear jewels and diamonds...