A Secret Confession

I have a secret confession. I used to be a GOSSIP GIRL.

I used to love talking about people's dirt. I loved to eavesdrop on conversation. I loved to spread rumours.

It's true. And I'm ashamed.

Without realising, I used to talk about my friends behind their backs. I used to pretend to be a good listener and tell others about it.

I know, my obsession in meddling in others' personal lives SUCKED, BIG TIME.

But now I learned to stop myself from involving in the bad-mouthing activity. And if I hear a rumour, I'd keep it to myself. Unless if it involves my personal space. I won't pass around the gossip of course, I'd share it with a trusty friend.

If these symptoms seem familiar to you, you'd better stop trashing your mouth. You'll hurt feelings. You'll lose friends. You won't be trusted anymore. My word of advice is, try to place yourself into that person's shoes and try to imagine what it would feel like to get hurt. I have. So STOP NOW. Caring about a friend and listening to a rumour is two TOTALLY DIFFERENT THINGS!

And if you are about to hear 'something-something' about certain someone, stop your friend and say you don't want to be a part of it. If it's too late, keep the info to yourself and yourself ONLY.

Oh, one last tip. DON'T BELIEVE EVERYTHING people told you about another 'she' or 'he'. It is ALWAYS FALSE and ALWAYS MIXED + ADDED UP. It might not sound exactly like the way you heard it. Don't believe in others' words unless you've witnessed, experienced and found it is true yourself!

Hear me out. Been there, done that. Don't get entangled in all of this. Though it might be fun for the first few moments, it will turn into a disaster later on and WILL HAUNT you for the rest of your lives. Trust me. Don't gossip around.

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Dreaming Too Much

I don't know about you guys but I think a story could be entertaining, melancholic and a heartache. Sometimes reading a book is good way to visualize ourselves in other characters that we aren't and go through ONE HELL OF A RIDE.

Dreaming and fantasizing is good for the brain too right?

But I'm dreaming too much.

I've got sucked into the world of fantasy.

It might be the 'LONG AND DULL HOLIDAY SYNDROME'.

I feel so lazy to get out of the house.

I prefer to sit at home and watch TV than go out and have fun.

I day-dream about ridiculous things ALL THE TIME.

And the frightful thing is that I rather spend my time sleeping and dreaming than to wake up in this boring world.

I get lazier by the second.

I'm dreaming too much. Can someone get me out of this phase?

Damn you long holiday!

A favour

Friends, readers, as some of you may know I'm currently writing a story on my other blog. So far I have two followers and some readers outside 'Bloggers' community.

I was hoping I could have your support on this one. I'd really like to become a writer one day and I hope my works will get publication, recognition and are favoured. But I can't do it without you.

So, I hope you can visit my page and promote it to others to read as well. I DESPERATELY need feedbacks and criticism to be good at what I'm doing now. Read my story and leave a comment.

I really appreciate it.

For others who are loyal readers, THANK YOU for your support.

The story is at 'blackroseonly.blogspot.com'

Sincerely,

T.A

My Type of Guy?

If I can choose a guy, I’d choose the person who can make me fall in love with him.

Some say I’m too ‘picky’. I don’t think so. I just hope to get the best because why should I settle for something less?

I’ll admit it, sometimes it bothers me to see couples dating and announcing their relationship out loud. But then I think again. Nope! I’m happy.

I don’t really like being involved with someone else if there’s a chance my soulmate could be out there, waiting for me.

I just hope one thing in a guy; have a good faith in God. I’m not looking for an ustaz or anything but I hope he can guide my children and me. If he can’t do that, there goes my children’s future.

Romantic? Let’s face it, Malaysian guys aren’t really romantic. So, yeah, I would love some romance from him but I expect him to be himself too. It will be SOO SEXY if a guy is romantic in his own way.

I hope he’s not a smoker. Because I don’t want my children to get asthma from all the unhealthy smokes. If a person is not a smoker, then I truly believe he loves himself too much to kill himself. And he must love his family more than to be/stay addicted to it.

I’ve seen violence in some families so I hope he isn’t one. I don’t want bruises on my kids’ face!

Tall, handsome, smart? Nah, those qualities don’t really matters. Coz I’m the type of person who looks at personality rather than appearance.

But most of all, I want to find a guy who can make fall head over heels for him. And when we talk, there would be that ‘connection’ and chemistry between us. I hope he accepts me for who I am and not and in exchange, I’ll do the same. I’m not really ‘choosy’ or have high standards. I just want to find true love. Is that even wrong?